I have been elusive and losing patience recently and that abnormality has been playing its part on me.The constant undecisive and physically unprepared mind, is on its way to destabilize and about to degrade from what should have been different as i have expected.That should have been a dignified mind.But , the situation is different and the way ahead looks so misty that i am not able to find my way out of this haze.But i am writing to speak up,throwing what ever i could inspite of deficient knowledge of mine.
After much hardship and frustration,i was able to achieve what i apprehend as uncertain and unimaginable task.But my next phase didn't seem consequtive and was different.Now, i am not sure my voyage would be the same, and my destiny either.No, i am not crazy , i speak and act but always blunder.I recall my sixers as always and try to be with them for a while so as to confront myself that i am alive and it does hurt when i pinch.At work, i begin to unravel my time and give some thoughts about my situation and everyone else's.I could see it in my dreams now and then about the immigrants(pals and teachers) and situation its created in everyone's life as fight for survival and immense desire to gain an unexpected.And i sing a song,to let go of it and try not to be insane.Infact , i think i screamed at my boss on one sleepy morning and i would believe that as an irrational mind which is beginning to haunt me down .I am now trying to act logically and think clearly,understand,and behave accordingly.I don't know how far i would go and what i would achieve,but right now i am just trying to be normal.
Every beginning has its end. 'Matrix'
After much hardship and frustration,i was able to achieve what i apprehend as uncertain and unimaginable task.But my next phase didn't seem consequtive and was different.Now, i am not sure my voyage would be the same, and my destiny either.No, i am not crazy , i speak and act but always blunder.I recall my sixers as always and try to be with them for a while so as to confront myself that i am alive and it does hurt when i pinch.At work, i begin to unravel my time and give some thoughts about my situation and everyone else's.I could see it in my dreams now and then about the immigrants(pals and teachers) and situation its created in everyone's life as fight for survival and immense desire to gain an unexpected.And i sing a song,to let go of it and try not to be insane.Infact , i think i screamed at my boss on one sleepy morning and i would believe that as an irrational mind which is beginning to haunt me down .I am now trying to act logically and think clearly,understand,and behave accordingly.I don't know how far i would go and what i would achieve,but right now i am just trying to be normal.
Every beginning has its end. 'Matrix'
2 comments:
fine carry it on.express your inner voice into words that 's good for you
Very Good
You should keep on writing
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